♥ goodnight & goodbye
this shall be d last entry on blogger til a v long time later. at d moment i feel safer at livejournal. okbye!
what we could have been, 8:45 PM.
♥ charlotte says
my shoulder, chest and back hurts.
i thought i was about t die in my sleep luh!
and my mom said "you wont die so easily"
she didnt even think about helping me up so mean!
ugh. dunno how t explain luh.
doubt anyone can understand it from d way i said it.
oh well.
i had chocolate today.
a substitute for royce's.
:D now i feel better.
my mom's coming back w pasar malam grade shark's fin. again.
HAHA! she bought it a few days back,
i asked her where exactly is d fin
and we had a good laugh over it.
apparently, there's only like one or two strands.
dont even think its real shark's fin.
might eventually turn out t be koniyaku jelly or sth!
i should open a pasar malam stall selling this t find out d truth!
oh yeah talking about it,
i wanna open up a pet shop!
so cute! il be a happy girl if i do! (((:
i thought i was about t die in my sleep luh!
and my mom said "you wont die so easily"
she didnt even think about helping me up so mean!
ugh. dunno how t explain luh.
doubt anyone can understand it from d way i said it.
oh well.
i had chocolate today.
a substitute for royce's.
:D now i feel better.
my mom's coming back w pasar malam grade shark's fin. again.
HAHA! she bought it a few days back,
i asked her where exactly is d fin
and we had a good laugh over it.
apparently, there's only like one or two strands.
dont even think its real shark's fin.
might eventually turn out t be koniyaku jelly or sth!
i should open a pasar malam stall selling this t find out d truth!
oh yeah talking about it,
i wanna open up a pet shop!
so cute! il be a happy girl if i do! (((:
what we could have been, 10:32 PM.
♥ charlotte says
fuck you fuck you very very much
cause your words dont translate
& its getting quite late
so please dont stay in touch
Labels: rants
what we could have been, 9:07 PM.
♥
shit! i have a sudden craving for royce's ): awwwwwww.. i want chocolates ):
what we could have been, 9:32 PM.
♥
wow. teehee! okay. THIS brightened up my day.
hee! so cute!!! (: kopped from sha's blog anyways.
Labels: :D
what we could have been, 9:28 PM.
♥ charlotte says
i miss my friends. ooh. i cant wait for 18th!!!! :D yay!
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oooh.. i realised that
this is rather therapeutic when
youve had a boring day.
HAHA.
ugh. work was boring today. my butt hurts.
and im sleepy.
Labels: misses
what we could have been, 9:12 PM.
♥ i want your leather studded kiss in d sand
I CANT BELIEVE I MANAGED T FORGET MY USERNAME FOR MY IBANKING ):
how annoying. im so chui..
anyway, work is fun.
cause xue qi is DAMN nonsense. haha.
she makes me laugh, even when she doesnt talk.
HAHAHA! and laugh til my tummy hurts kind.
i havent met someone who
can make me giggle d entire day since kenny. haha!
aww. i miss that stupid zei zhang kenny ):
im feeling damn sian.
i have decided t really be a part of d saving plan and really save up.
in terms of not spending unnecessarily. which totally sucks.
i suddenly realised i cant go for d $10 kbox.
AS WELL AS, d brazilian meaty meaty buffet ):
ive always wanted t try that. oh well.
i prolly shouldnt have spent so much last month
so that i can have some spare moolah t spend now.
however, come t think of it,
it's really tough t save w what little i have now.
living without bus concession is horrific.
it gobbles up like at least 10% of my salary.
or whatever's left of it. BOOOOOOOOOO.
life sucks now.
im starting t think that d thailand trip
WHICH i thought would be d funnest event
in these few months is gonna be such a chore ):
im not even enjoying preparing for it.
i feel like giving it up. though i know its ridiculous t do so.
ive never felt so restricted before.
i guess trying t save turns me into a feisty little bitch.
i should stop this asap.
it's ruining me and clouding my views on life & other stuffs.
it's making me feel as though weekdays are draggy and BLAH ):
mar and chenji will be going away this week,
mar t msia and chenji t usa.
they'd prolly be enjoying themselves while me,
being burdened by recent thoughts and bleh-ness
when it's my turn in thailand.
so annoying..
okay. i should really stop my ranting.
im beginning t feel sad over it.
merr! dont like.
im so caught up in d terrible things in life i cant even rmb simple stuffs like,
when was d last time i had orh luak?
when was d last time i went t d beach for a walk?
when was d last time i had sugar cane juice?
when was d last time i slept w my piglet?
when was d last time i built sandcastles?
when was d last time i went for a walk at d mall?
im feeling frustrated. yes. that's d word.
frustrated. at i dunno what.
but i know im venting my frustrations,
through d wrong channel.
and that im really guilty about it.. hurr.
im sorry.
ugh im feeling so unhappy.
eh. i should stop. blogging about it makes me feel worse.
maybe i should sleep on it.
BUT IVE BEEN SLEEPING ON IT D ENTIRE WEEK ):
it's not helping. hmmmmmmmmerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
):
shes staring at me im sitting wondering wht shes thinking,
nobodys talking, cause talking jst turns into screaming,
ohh, & now as im yellin' ovr her, she yellin' ovr me,
all tht tht means, is neither of us is listening,
& whts evn worse is tht we dnt evn rmb why we're fighting.
so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing
but we wnt let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there shld be, nothing
t a love like wht we got, oh baby
i knw sometimes its gna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i cnt slp thru d pain.
girl i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me
no i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).
& it gets me upset girl whn youre constantly accusing,
asking questions like you alr knw
we're fighting this war, baby whn both of us are losing
this aint d way tht love is supposed t go
wht happened t workin' it out?
we fall into this place where
you aint backin' dwn
& i aint backin' dwn
so wht d hell do we do now?
so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing
but we wnt let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there shld be, nothing
t a love like wht we got, oh baby
i knw sometimes its gna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i cnt slp thru d pain.
girl i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me
no i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).
oh baby, this love aint gon' be perfect
& jst how good its gna be
we can fuss & we can fight
long as evrything's all right between us
before we go t sleep
baby we're gna be...
ohhhhh
i knw sometimes its gna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i cnt slp thru d pain.
girl i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me
no i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).
how annoying. im so chui..
anyway, work is fun.
cause xue qi is DAMN nonsense. haha.
she makes me laugh, even when she doesnt talk.
HAHAHA! and laugh til my tummy hurts kind.
i havent met someone who
can make me giggle d entire day since kenny. haha!
aww. i miss that stupid zei zhang kenny ):
im feeling damn sian.
i have decided t really be a part of d saving plan and really save up.
in terms of not spending unnecessarily. which totally sucks.
i suddenly realised i cant go for d $10 kbox.
AS WELL AS, d brazilian meaty meaty buffet ):
ive always wanted t try that. oh well.
i prolly shouldnt have spent so much last month
so that i can have some spare moolah t spend now.
however, come t think of it,
it's really tough t save w what little i have now.
living without bus concession is horrific.
it gobbles up like at least 10% of my salary.
or whatever's left of it. BOOOOOOOOOO.
life sucks now.
im starting t think that d thailand trip
WHICH i thought would be d funnest event
in these few months is gonna be such a chore ):
im not even enjoying preparing for it.
i feel like giving it up. though i know its ridiculous t do so.
ive never felt so restricted before.
i guess trying t save turns me into a feisty little bitch.
i should stop this asap.
it's ruining me and clouding my views on life & other stuffs.
it's making me feel as though weekdays are draggy and BLAH ):
mar and chenji will be going away this week,
mar t msia and chenji t usa.
they'd prolly be enjoying themselves while me,
being burdened by recent thoughts and bleh-ness
when it's my turn in thailand.
so annoying..
okay. i should really stop my ranting.
im beginning t feel sad over it.
merr! dont like.
im so caught up in d terrible things in life i cant even rmb simple stuffs like,
when was d last time i had orh luak?
when was d last time i went t d beach for a walk?
when was d last time i had sugar cane juice?
when was d last time i slept w my piglet?
when was d last time i built sandcastles?
when was d last time i went for a walk at d mall?
im feeling frustrated. yes. that's d word.
frustrated. at i dunno what.
but i know im venting my frustrations,
through d wrong channel.
and that im really guilty about it.. hurr.
im sorry.
ugh im feeling so unhappy.
eh. i should stop. blogging about it makes me feel worse.
maybe i should sleep on it.
BUT IVE BEEN SLEEPING ON IT D ENTIRE WEEK ):
it's not helping. hmmmmmmmmerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
):
shes staring at me im sitting wondering wht shes thinking,
nobodys talking, cause talking jst turns into screaming,
ohh, & now as im yellin' ovr her, she yellin' ovr me,
all tht tht means, is neither of us is listening,
& whts evn worse is tht we dnt evn rmb why we're fighting.
so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing
but we wnt let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there shld be, nothing
t a love like wht we got, oh baby
i knw sometimes its gna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i cnt slp thru d pain.
girl i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me
no i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).
& it gets me upset girl whn youre constantly accusing,
asking questions like you alr knw
we're fighting this war, baby whn both of us are losing
this aint d way tht love is supposed t go
wht happened t workin' it out?
we fall into this place where
you aint backin' dwn
& i aint backin' dwn
so wht d hell do we do now?
so both of us are mad for, nothing
fighting for, nothing
crying for, nothing
but we wnt let it go for, nothing
no not for, nothing
there shld be, nothing
t a love like wht we got, oh baby
i knw sometimes its gna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i cnt slp thru d pain.
girl i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me
no i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).
oh baby, this love aint gon' be perfect
& jst how good its gna be
we can fuss & we can fight
long as evrything's all right between us
before we go t sleep
baby we're gna be...
ohhhhh
i knw sometimes its gna rain,
but baby can we make up now cause i cnt slp thru d pain.
girl i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me
no i dnt wna go t bed, mad at you
& i dnt want you t go t bed, mad at me (oh no, no, no).
Labels: lyrics, misses, photolog, rants
what we could have been, 10:53 PM.
♥
unhappiness will continue finding its way into your life if you cant get it out soon enough.
i must stop being unhappy or more unhappy things will make its way t find me. i shall think positive and ignore all unhappy things. i shall sleep everyday.
i must stop being unhappy or more unhappy things will make its way t find me. i shall think positive and ignore all unhappy things. i shall sleep everyday.
what we could have been, 10:10 PM.
